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Coming from a family of artists, Tabby started pretty early learning the art of illustrations from his dad and uncles. As the only child, she was provided all the tools and resources she needed. She also join workshops and schooling to hone her skills in graphic designs. Her passion for arts never lost even though there were times she could not do her craft due to her illness.
"My main skill, or “talent” as a lot of people refer it to, has always been illustration. Graphic design just came in late high school, when my classmates needed someone to make our projects look fancy for different school subjects. I was also part of the school’s publication team as its head artist, but I mostly did illustrations instead of design (we had a separate team of layout designers for it)."
"Being an only child, my parents always encouraged me when it came to what I was interested in (I’m very lucky). They’ve sent me to multiple art workshops growing up and got me any tools I needed. On my 12th birthday, they gifted me my very own computer and drawing tablet. I’ve since relied on the internet to learn programs and tips and tricks when it comes to illustration and graphic design. Despite the infinite source of knowledge the web provides, I still seek out and attend workshops along with schooling as I believe getting from both makes me learn better and improve faster."
"I do not have an inspiration for my “passion”. I am simply doing this as it makes me feel alive, makes me feel busy, makes me feel like my life isn’t a waste. I’m currently diagnosed with clinical depression, and doing productive things such as illustration and graphic design along with therapy and medication is my way to fight it. I mentioned that I’ve done this ever since I was a kid, but I’ve also had long years where I couldn’t do any of these due to my illness."
"Being able to share it with people and see them smile while looking at my art is an achievement for me, as I believe I did something right."
"Your “talent” gives you a head start among the rest, but if you leave it at that, it won’t be worth much. There’s so much to learn so keep your tools sharp BUT remember to take breaks, to not overwork yourself, and to not sacrifice your health. Find a simple stretching exercise for your hand, check your posture, and make sure you don’t work in a cramped space as much as possible."
"I was invited a few months ago! It was also right when I was looking into shirt printing. I initially wanted to do it myself as I know how to but when I was offered I thought the deal was pretty good! It’s also nice to see Merchiful supporting other local artists, so I jumped in."
"I’m mostly known as a cat artist so there will always be cats, but I’d also like to explore around other things I like, such as video games and anything fandom-related."
What is your message to other people with the same situation as you?
"For years I didn’t understand that the invisible emotional and sometimes physical pain brought about by my illness is not because of me. When I realized this, I’ve started to treat my depression akin to an omnipresent regular fever. I just needed to do some work outs (therapy), drink vitamins (medication), and watch what I’m doing or what I’m getting myself into (habits) to keep it at bay. I am very lucky to have access to learn all of these the moment I needed it. So, here are a few things I’ve written in my therapy journal countless times (I hope this helps you too!) :First, Depression is an illness that affects your brain but it does not define who you are nor limit what you’re capable of. Second, it’s a big obstacle that you can control if you give yourself time. Finally, be kind to yourself and to others."